i had a nice sleep...(03/20/10)

one night i had this very nice dream...

the gang  slept over at a friend's house...

there were almost 13 of us, a very unlucky number...

we watched a movie, played "petso", and played more "petso"...

i got tired and wasn't able to finish the movie so i went to bed first...

in the middle of the night i woke up...

and to my surprise, i saw his sleeping face right in front of me...

i didn't realize that he was beside me all the while...

i thought to myslef, "This must be the happiest day(night) of my life..."

then i went back to sleep...

but before i could do so, i felt something warm against my cheek...

once, i couldn't bring myself to open my eyes...

twice, i took a chance and had a peek...

thrice, that was definitely on my lips..

there was no mistaking it, i know who the theif was...

and since my head was in a turmoil, the only thing that i could ask was...

"Why?"

then reluctantly he said...

"I love you..."

then...

i woke up...



after some time... i finally woke up...

then all i could ever say to myself was...

"it was such a nice dream...but in the end...
no matter how much i want it, still i could never live in it...
no matter how much i wish for it, still things could never work that way...
no matter how much i hope for it, still it was just a dream...
it's okay...because....
I had a nice sleep... "

-H.G.