Dear God,
Thank YOU!
I'm not really good with words at times like this.
I'm thinking of making this short, but i'd bet that it won't be so.
I don't know, i just feel like thanking You for teaching me the word "friendship".
I'd like to thank You for sending Your little angels called "friends".
Who stayed by my side, especially whenever i get into trouble.
Who taught me a great deal about what LIFE really is.
Who instilled their morals and principles and made me this way.
Who gave me wisdom in every single day.
And never let go of my hand though sometimes i feel like i'm drifting away.
I know i have my shortcomings still they tolerated it.
I know i'm a really bad friend at times, still they tried to understand me.
Whatever happened they stayed by my side. Always believing. Never leaving
Thank You for these angels.
And i pray for them.
Please continue to bless them.
And please let them receive Your grace to keep them strong.
I always thought that there's nobody to trust after i enter a whole new environment.
But then these past months, i've made few more friends.
They were all great. Made me realize that there's nothing wrong with trusting people.
That there's nothing wrong with opening your heart to strangers.
Besides somebody that i greatly admire told me to never stop BELIEVING.
Afterall friends were once strangers as well.
Sometimes i think that these guys have cracks in their heads but their fun to be with.
They accepted me for who i am and never forced their way on me.
Even though our differences are evident; Attitudes, principles, morals, upbringings, and priorities,
We managed to put things in balance and harmonized
We had fun as we learn about each other. And in taking care of me, they do really bother.
They thought me how to find happiness in the midst of difficulties.
We went through tough times these past weeks and good thing we made it through.
Thank You for these new found angels.
And so I pray for them.
Please don't let them go astray.
And in this short journey called "life" please continue to guide their way.
These past months, i've been reckless.
And yes, i know, i've been slacking off.
I might be in trouble because of this.
But nobody should be blamed but me.
I'm the one who decided to be reckless afterall.
And i won't regret my decision. I never did. And never will.
The past weeks were really tough for me.
I never thought i could have such ordeals.
Good thing i never told a soul and instead i prayed to You.
If i hadn't..*goosebumps*... i can't even imagine what big mess i'd be causing.
So i've decided to take things seriously this time.
To do better in everything i do and have a better focus on things.
So i was thinking of...asking for Your guidance once again.
I know i've asked for so many things these year and i'm sorry for always disappointing You.
This time i will really do my best.
For my family, so they can be proud of me, even though this is just a small thing.
For my friends, so that nobody can blame them for any reckless decision that i make.
For a special friend, so that people won't look down on him and think that he would be my downfall.
For myself, so that when the time comes, i can proudly say that i fulfilled my promise to You.
And for You, so that someday you can be proud of this reckless child of Yours.
Please guide my way as i take my flight.
Please guard me in this honest fight.
Please give me wisdom and give me light.
All these I pray in Your Almighty name that's Holy and Bright.
Amen.
